What can I say about the year 2007, what are the feelings that thinking about the past year evoke in me? Overwhelmed, tired, confused, happy, exhilarated, sad, proud, and a hope that the coming year goes by just a tad bit slower. I felt like the year flew by. I felt like time was not my own, I felt for the very first time that age was catching up to me. I watched changes happening in my life and those who I am close to have life altering changes in theirs.
Master and I played but I was not good at all about doing my journal I fell behind and became frustrated by my inability to find time to do it. I will try to find some time weekly this year to at least do some kind of update. I also felt like I had run out of things to say. I guess my thought was that nobody wants to hear the day to day life that I lead.
I live a life like everyone else, especially during the week. I get up in the morning put on my hematite collar/necklace choose my outfit for the day, make some coffee, and grab a granola bar and head off to work. I crave for more excitement at times something to break up the day. But sometimes the excitement comes in forms that I do not wish. I work as a customer service rep in a community mental health center, so at times there are crises that make me sad. Sometimes things happen in my own life that makes me nervous or insecure. I am dealing with those things better these days. I have learned to look at the whole picture.
I enjoy the nights when Master decides to chain me to the bed, it reminds me of my slave status. I enjoyed last night when Master decided to just give me a few good strikes with the cane across my ass. Hmmm sometimes he decides to just do it with gusto right off the top and it knocks the breath out of me, no really it knocks the breath out of me, and I kind of get this what the fuck reaction and don’t stop reaction at the same time. I find that we don’t have as much time to play, Master is working on fixing one of the bathrooms upstairs so that eventually we can do the kitchen.
My hopes and dreams and fantasies for 2008. No more tragedies, no more sad stuff!!! (right before the New Year a co-workers son was killed in a car accident) The republicans out of office!!!! More play, lots more play and oh and hopefully some things I have not done before. I want to be much healthier. That all the people who read this are healthy and happy.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
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3 comments:
june - don't think for a minute that no one wants to hear your thoughts. i check in with your journal from time to time and honestly i very much enjoy reading it! Thank you!
so do I I ve been reading you for over 5yrs so yes we do want to read about your life
SirDuke
june.....I have read your blog everyday since the first day I met you. I love it! The exciting play times you talk about are fabulous to read but I also greatly enjoy the stories about the daily grind of life because, let's face it, we all have to take out the trash, pick up the kids, get dinner ready, do the laundry, change the oil in the car, etc. It's nice to hear about the "real" life of another woman and that includes your kink days as well as the "God, please let me crawl back under the covers and not have to go to work" days! Much love to ya sistah! Talk to you soon.
anastacia
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